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it's finally summer and it has been going really well so far.
i love that i have exactly who i need in my life finally.
after 4 years of highschool and one year of college down i have the best friends i could ask for. i don't fight with them, they don't fight with me.... we're just good.
nothing in my life would have worked out this year without them. i more than love those people and they know who they are.
in other news. i'm pretty much grown up. my birthday's next sunday and i'll be 19 and that's pretty wierd. it's also wierd that i'm even writing in this thing seeing as i never do. although, more recently i've been noticing how much trouble i have getting what i want to say across to the person i want to say it too. that's a general statement... not directed towards a specific individual. true though. i shut down when i'm upset or mad and just don't talk... and when i try to get involved in a conversation that is even slightly confrontational i'll either sound like an uneducated retard or repeat myself and trip over my words. it's stupid. i need to fix that lol.
during the next two days i have 2 graduation parties.... and sunday i am literally going to sleep all day because i'll be more than tired by then. and monday, i'm leaving for florida for the week. i'm pretty happy to go there surprisingly. i really do need some kind of relaxtion back in my life... an escape if anything.. just to recooperate from a hell of a year.
and lastly, dani needs surgery! oh god. i've never had anything even slightly considered a surgery unless you consider my birth in that category. the closest was probably the MRI on my shoulder (which wasnt exactly fun).
i get strep or tonsilitus much too often. so the doctor said i need my tonsils removed and my adenoids? (yeah i didn't know they existed either)... and also i'll be getting two incisions behind my ears, (but inside my throat) to drain fluid. yea, it sounds really inviting and sexy but it needs to be done. so july 12th come visit me in the hospital hahahahah. :-\
and in conclusion, i pretty much don't like anyone. :)
have an amazing summer kids.
<3
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i wish i didn't put so much faith in people.
i'm so sick of being let down.
i don't know why i can't just be fine or why it can't be easy.
really sucks.
it's horrible to know exactly what you want, and that you don't have it.
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Thursday, March 1st, 2007
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hi everyone.
i just want to throw out the fact that you're all 19. stop acting like your 7.
life happens.
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Thursday, December 21st, 2006
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my dad can go to hell
and i just want my mom to leave me alone.
and as for me. well i just wish i wasn't me anymore.
i don't want to do it. I accept everyone into my life no matter how much they hurt me.
i want to move away and start over.
and of course, my friends are my entire life. but thats it... thats all i have anymore. and yes thats all i need but im lonely. i really am.
ive gotten to the point where i dont know how to handle my life. and it scares the shit out of me.
im sick and bored of myself and waking up everyday not wanting to do it again.
and im sick of talking about it because im sick of hearing myself speak.
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Thursday, December 8th, 2005
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i need coffee.
perhaps one with wipped cream on top.
thatd be sweet.
oh well.
i have to leave for practice in exactly 18 minutes.
damnit.
17 minutes now.
crap.
alright....im going to change.
peace peace.
this update was completely pointless.
woo
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Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
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Thursday, November 10th, 2005
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Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
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well.
first off college applications SUCK.
everywhere im applying has a swim team which is good. well see how that goes.
i skipped the gym today because im so ridiculously tired. ill probably go on the treadmill in a little bit though.
life is boring.
school is boring and im always in a bad mood unless im with or see someone i like.
i tripped so bad today in school. face plant. im not sure how i pulled that one off though.
im going to Italy in like 9 days.... thats weird. im going to be in a different country.. at least they have good food there.
i should start actually trying to look semi decent rather than just rolling out of bed and leaving. i definelty put my tights on at the red lights today on the way to school. i wake up at like 7:00 and leave at 7:04.
good job danielle. way to look like shit all the time.
im rambling like usual.
i have nothing important to say at all.
alright well.
peace peace.
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Saturday, November 5th, 2005
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so..
i miss andrew minster.
my ipod is my new best friend.
and college applications suck.
im going to italy in 12 days..... who knew it was novemeber?
eh i dunno. this year is going to fast.
peace peace.
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Thursday, October 27th, 2005
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so.
i can't believe i'm saying this, and as much as i hate depaul..... im scared to leave.
i never thought id here myself say "im going to miss the people".. ( well at least some)
i dont want to fall out of touch... or not see anyone, and i have to admit it is semi depressing.
lauren carlye kelly and maggie probably will be staying somewhere in the area... as far as i know. kara, kelsey and sarah im not sure, but i know kelsey and sarah have been interested in FIT. I LOVE THOSE GIRLS SO MUCH. hopefully we will live together like we planned.
i wont see eric everyday anymore cause hes a junior... and i wont see andrew, even though he doesnt go to my school. and those are two people that make my life so much better.
and jen... shes definetly going away and i dont know if i am... ill miss her like crazy.
and christina (sissy)!!! ill miss her too much.
whitney wants to go to vermont i think, and courtney and jackie both wanna go away. i wouldnt know what to do without them.
and of COURSE, duncan.. he already lives far, but ill friggin miss him alot<3 he makes me happy.
christina, kevin, and laura too! dont leave me. lol <3333
and all the other juniors and sophmores thats im close with. :( love them alottt
AND MY SWIM TEAM<3
and DUH, ill totally miss my twin, stephen!!!
all those people make my life better, and it kills me to even think about not talking to them.
its so scary that im a senior now.... who knew? i totally was a freshman yesterday. it doesnt even feel like im a senior at all. everyone was right, these years do pass with the blink of an eye. and if i skim through them... they were the best years of my life. and the worst.
i find myself counting how much more time i have. that is so weird, because i DO wanna get the hell outta that school.
i dont know. its just so weird that highschool is practically over. SO WEIRD.
im so depressed that this is my last year of swimming. im going to miss those girls so much.
sorry for this rambling.
in other news...
I LOVE JEN CALANTONE
TheCeleryC0mplex : ya, but i dont have my permit yet
xBLUE eyes KILLx : GET ON THAT
TheCeleryC0mplex : im getting it...monday i should have it
TheCeleryC0mplex : im doing my hours tomriow
TheCeleryC0mplex : im scared
xBLUE eyes KILLx : lol youll be fine
xBLUE eyes KILLx : its not hard
xBLUE eyes KILLx : just drive really fast and dont stop at any red lights
TheCeleryC0mplex : hahahahaha
TheCeleryC0mplex : ok!
OBVIOUSLY, I GIVE AMAZING ADVICE
so i've had dryland training all week so far for swimming... let me tell you that is a blast. im sore. i need to get back in shape. especially if i wanna put a bathingsuit back on. oh jeesh.
i love you all.
peace peace
And I wonder,
When I sing along with you,
If everything could ever feel this real forever.
If anything could ever be this good again.
The only thing I'll ever ask of you.
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when.
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Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
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| Time: | 4:22 pm. |
| Music: | The Allman Brothers. |
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i just realized that this is my last year of highschool...............
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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I figured i would do a quick update on my life.
- i am bored of school.
- doing alot of college shit.
- have an ovarian sist... which let me tell you... IS AWESOME. ive never experienced so much pain all at once in my entire life. being taken to the nurse in a wheelchair because i couldn't walk is really embarassing. sucks.
- homecoming is saturday and i couldn't care less.
- i need to go shopping to get some stuff for my Italy trip.
- swimming is coming soon and I'm really not in shape yet.
- my twin is wicked cool. HI STEPHEN.
- andrew is going on retreat this weekend. which, in summary, means i'm going to be bored.
- i miss duncan a whole lot. point blank.
and thats about all i can think of because the clicking of my keyboard is annoying me.
pce pce.
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Saturday, October 1st, 2005
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| Time: | 11:22 pm. |
| Mood: |  cheerful. |
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I would like to make a general announcement.
I, Danielle Corizzi, am officially ungrounded as of midnight tonight.
I am SO happy and have missed you all, and having a social life.
I'll be seeing you all soon... CAUSE IM NOT GROUNDED.
Love everyone.<3
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Friday, September 23rd, 2005
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Saturday, September 17th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  artistic. | | Music: | Peter Gabriel - In Your Eyes. |
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i absolutely adore my family.
it made me so happythat all of us could be together tonight.
i got to see my grand aunt and uncle, and my cousins Ali, Sheean, and Eric.
it was great to see them all.
i just wish Dena could have been there with us.
we always have such an amazing time together.
Happy Birthday Mom. and Happy 50th anniversary Grandpa and Grandma.<3
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Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
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well, like jen said, september has been pretty miserable to be honest.
ive been grounded, havent seen one of my best friends in quite sometime and probably wont for quite sometime, miss certain things, definelty miss summer.
this year didn't really start off with a bang like i wanted too. it started off with more of a .... plop.
i dont know.
i wish there was something new in my life to give it a little spunk... something, anything.
all in all, theres alot of things that have changed for those of you that havent really talked to me lately. and when i mean talk, i dont mean like. hey sup nuttin k bye.
got a while yet to be grounded unfortunately... hopefully it will go by fasttttt because i miss being with my friends. i also miss duncan, (who has been my saving grace lately, thanks for listening to me ramble on).
schools been alright id imagine.
if ive been updating compulsively, please excuse me... i just have nothing better to do than sit my room and think. which is kind of enlightening in some respects. alot of things have become clearer. ive realized who i can honestly and truely count on. some of it has been really hard to accept but hopefully ill get through. i hope things get better, id do anything to make it better.
noone probably is even going to read this but i dont care much because its good for me to be able to get it out.
in other news. its my grandparents 50th anniversary on saturday as well as my moms birthday. im very excited for this because we are throwing them a surprise party. i was going to ask some friends but the friends i was going ot ask will... be unavailable, if you will. but my mom said shed rather it be just family anyway.
my dad wants to have a service dedicated to dena soon. my mom agrees we should. that means alot to be able to spend a couple hours dedicated to her. so im looking forward to that, whenever it may be. if anyone would like to come... you are more than welcome.
i havent done anything productive in the past week or so... unfortunately.... idk. im just kind of emotionally drained.
i just keep telling myself, it can only get better.
<3
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Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
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to start off, i really miss everyone I haven't seem in school. i miss you guys more than i can say.
being grounded isn't all that it is cracked up to be (LOL wtf am i talking about). its really boring just like im sure parents want it to be. the official punishment is until Oct. 1st, which i have to say is ALOT better than the end of Decemeber, which is what it was in the beginning. although spending another 19 days in my house doesn't exactly scream YESSSSS AWESOME, it is alot better than spending 3 months in my house. I get to drive to school when it is my week for the carpool. my moms reasoning for that was that it is unfair to jen if she always has to drive when we made a deal. plus the gas prices are high and my mom understands that. so at least thats some kind of freedom....right? okay good.
i finally got this laptop from school working and i can't believe i'm saying this, but i really like it. i'm going to be using it now instead of my computer due to the simple fact that my computer is a piece of shit. no longer will i be kicked off randomly in the middle of a sentence, or told i am not able to get on a site. that makes me happy. I downloaded quite alot of songs on it too, and it still seems to be working splendidly.
onto other news.... school has been all right, or as all right as school can be.
art history seems to be okay. i like art and i'm with carlye, whitney, and amanda. so its pretty good.
the math class im taking is going to be great. its pretty easy and im with maggie. lol so it should be fun.
united states constitutional law.... enough said. the teacher is pretty interesting and im with carlye courtney and titus! so i think it will be fun.
morality is going to be so funny... at least i have rachel, corey, and travis in that class. should be good.
Lit should be nice this year. i like the teacher, shes young and understands more or less, what highschool is like. she is smart too. and i have meghan, jackie, titus, and kenny in that class!
hn. sp.4, EARDLEYYYYYYYYYYYY. enough said.
and of course.... AP BIOOOOOOOO. ihateyouihateyouihateyou. im gonna study my ass off for that shit.
those are the only classes that matter really
other than that i guess nothing really EXCITING has happened. to give a brief run-through of my life id say this would be pretty close.... school, computer, treadmill, fights, crying, phone, music, journal, pictures, ramen noodles, thats so raven, n thats about it.
so, anyone that doesnt go to depaul, i'll see you in october or something.<3
i miss everyone.
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Monday, September 12th, 2005
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and if you fail well then you fail, but not to us cause these last three years, i know theyve been hard, but now its time to get out of the desert and into the sun even if its alone....
i need you more right now than i have in a while.
i miss you Deen<3
i dont know.... lately has put things into perspertive.
life has been less than okay lately and im trying hard to make everything okay.
my stress level has skyrocketed and it's hard for me to even explain it to anyone.
also, its laurens cousin J's one year anniversary today, and i just wanted to say, lauren i love you and admire you for being strong.
idk.
i miss ry.
i miss my cousin so much.
i miss duncan.
i miss andrew.
i miss my grandpa.
and i just miss the way everything was.
if i could just rewind it back to june 24th with everyone i love, id just be really happy.
idk. i know things can only get better.
btw i love kelly arturo<3333
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Saturday, September 10th, 2005
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anyone that doesnt go to depaul, i wont be seeing you for a while.
my life is pretty much over.
i may not be allowed to swim. which is the worst thing anyone could ever do to me.
i can't go to italy because my grandpa hates me right now.
and i never should have driven down the shore that one time, when i didnt tell my mother.
noone can go over my house
i cant go anywhere.
my keys are taken away.
my moms has to drive me to school.
and to work.
no gym.
no nothing.
i hate everything so much, but not more than i hate myself.
this may last all year, my moms serious.
i dont know what to do.
i dont.
im so depressed.
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Thursday, September 8th, 2005
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